Blog with Ash: Real Tea! The Reality.

March 15th 2021

I just wanted to write. I thought I wouldn't be able to as I wasn't able to concentrate on my day to day activities. There is a certain time in everyone’s life I hope, even the smallest thing bothers them a lot. It's like a bag of garbage that kept piling and piling and it eventually clogged my brain. I noticed really late that as I kept avoiding, as I kept self-satisfying myself, it ate my good qualities and my character. I've turned into a couch potato when I used to be so active and jovial. I find it hard to trust people, talk to them as I used to be an open book. But at a point in time, I felt that people took it to an advantage and I just ended up getting exploited. Very few people around me asked me to learn to say NO, cause it's better to let go than to hold on to something. Saying No to a thought, saying NO to a person when they ghost you and come back just to ask your help to either teach them or be useful at a very short moment of their time. For the very first time I said No, it felt …..strange. I have never spoken like this before, where did I get the courage to talk this way? How was I able to convey? I just had no clue. Somewhere deep down I feel I did the right thing. Even our loved ones aren’t supercomputer to understand what is going in our head, unless and until we spill it out. That is the real tea! The Reality.